Posted in Empowerment

JavaScript For Life

Massive amounts of anxiety are crippling me. I am trying to be intentional and not just react to situations, but I feel like its not working. It appears that a few of my friends are being attacked right now, as well. By attacked I mean circumstances will not allow them to rest.  Being a Christian and in ministry, I will acknowledge some level of resistance and additional struggles that fall outside normal. We can talk about that separately if you like. 

Meanwhile, I think back to how I am grateful for many things in my life and I believe it will be okay eventually.  There have been times in my life where I didn’t have that assurance.  Like my Independence Day, back in ’06. Not July 4th, rather March 1, when my self destructive relationship ended with a restraining order. Let’s save that for another day too. 

I hate promises. I am a very straightforward and blunt person. “Say what you mean & mean what you say.” I have trust issues and I’m a control freak. Promises mean very little to me. 

I cannot focus on my feelings, my husband’s best intentions or fickle friends. They are not my source of expectation and assurance. (The codependent person inside would argue that).  

My Intention today is the carry out the If-Then code from JavaScript…

  1. I give up my expectations for today
  2. I surrender my heart
  3. I trust in the assurances I have 
  4. Fulfilled = Carry on
  5. Rejected = Move ahead
  6. Pending = More surrender

Enjoy your day



I have been a Lorain county resident for five years now. Anywhere you go you can see quintessential American life in our backyard. From scarecrows to Organized Labor Day, from urban decay to rural homesteading, and my question has been, "Where is the joy?!" People need more reasons to smile. While I am committed to educating and empowering people, I promise this blog will always share the hope and joy I have.

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